When America first woke up, she didn’t know where she was.
She wobbled upright on the couch, her head spinning, the stink of Old Crow and cheap beer hanging in the air. “I’ve got to stop having these crazy blackouts,” she thought.
There was the sound of incoherent mumbling nearby. She gingerly turned her head to look. Oh, God. Richard Spencer was passed out next to her, his head back and his mouth open. Was it possible? Did she make out with a Nazi last night?
America rubbed her face and tried to remember what the hell happened. Nightmarish images floated back to her. The fascist embracing her waist, whispering in her ear. “I will make you feel like a real woman… you’re not a woman until you’ve been taken by a strong man…” And she had let him take her, she suspected.
Her living room was torn to pieces. Trash everywhere. The plants on her windowsill were dead. There were greasy spills and burns on the carpet–and a few unconscious people, most of whom she didn’t know.
She stood up on shaky legs and made her way to the bathroom. Clutching the sink, she did her best to straighten up her hair. The water which ran from her tap was filthy, so she gave up on the idea of splashing her face.
A noise from somewhere in the house caught her attention. There it was again–a tiny, quiet sob. She wandered into the kitchen and found her daughter crouched under the table, shaking.
“Oh, honey,” America said, reaching out to her. “I’m sorry things got so nuts.”
“Mom…what did you do to our house?”
“It’ll get cleaned up, sweetheart. I guess…I just wanted to try something different for a change. Our lives had gotten so boring…so politically correct…”
More and more of it was coming back to her. The kitchen table surrounded by a crowd raising a champagne toast, screaming out that everything was going to be great again. America cheering along with them. She would be number one again. She would be a star again.
She snapped out of her reminiscing and looked down at her child.
“I got so damn tired of feeling guilty all the time,” she heard herself saying. “So I had too much to drink. Big deal.”
“Big deal? Mom, what about the people who got killed?”
“Someone got killed?” America searched her mind, but she was completely blanking out on this one.
Her little girl broke down in tears again. “The neighbors across the street…some of the men here burned their house down…and shot them…said they were the wrong kind…”
“Really? Huh.” America scratched her head. She peered back out at the wreckage of yesterday’s party. Fuck. What if she went to jail?
The fascist in her living room stirred and gave a loud snore. She stared at him, her confusion turning to fear. How would she get him out of her house?
“Shot…shot them,” she muttered.
She turned to see her daughter standing in the kitchen, a heavy backpack weighing down her skinny shoulders.
“I’m sorry, Mom. I have to take off for a while.”
“Don’t leave, cupcake. You feel upset right now, but it’ll get better.”
America moved in to attempt a hug, but her child pushed her away. “I can’t stay here anymore. It’s awful. Our family is in debt. The land we live on is toxic. I have to…”
“No! If you leave, I’ll be stuck here with…with them.”
“You shouldn’t have invited them in.” The girl shrugged and walked out.
“Fine, go then!” America snarled after her. “Where you gonna go, anyway? You don’t think the Europeans have their own problems?”
Behind her, she heard rustling and groans, much like the sound of a horde of zombies jerking into motion.
Her guests were waking up. The party would go on.